Smile Always

I'ma human being not machine.

2012-01-16T03:33:00.000-08:00

I'm a human from the earth,
not an angle from the heaven.

Don't think that I'm special made of something else which is different with normal human being.
Pls take note that I also have "Feeling" ..
I do have nerves system like everyone of you. :)
Don't take me for granted or treat me like a silly when I'm sincere to you.
What you did, I fully received.
I didnt revenge just because that's not my style ;
not that I'm afraid of you or you're so special to me. NEVER!!
When I treat someone good,
I hope that person will treat me the same way. That's it.
I never ask for more than that.
Whatever happened I just forgive but not forget.
I'm tired of looking at those people walk in & out from my daily life. Why?
Because some stayed for few weeks, some for few months or year..
Nobody could stay forever even the one I love the most!!
I'm tired.. Really tired..
I don't want any relationship until my wound is healed!

Thanks & I hope to get back my peaceful life.
Stop disturbing me if you're not sincere to me!

My status

2011-05-02T21:36:00.000-07:00

Well, i have being single almost 8months.
I feel much better now without love, without partners..
What I have now is my lovely parents, my friends, my career, my dream.
I thought I couldn't stand up again and be tough in my following days that without you.
But actually nop. I'm wrong.. Me, myself also don't understand.
I am so brave and tough enough to stay strong without anyone again.
I know, the percentage we make up is so so so low..
I know you don't like the situation now but no choice.
The only things can make us get back together is you to come back.
If you don't willing to do so, I'm sorry to you. :'(
Our love won't stop until the day you stop loving me.

Chan jai yuu tong ni te luk pai.
Rak ter Mai mee wan yhood.

我自私, 那你呢?

2010-10-29T08:56:00.000-07:00

你给的爱我已经感觉不到
原本快乐甜蜜的爱情已不存在
我的爱已经离我而去
甚至对我破口大骂
我的确被你今天的反应给吓倒了!
实在太不可思议你会这样对我!
我恨你是真的,但我不会记在脑里
恨1个人真的会很累那我又何必这样呢?
不要爱了就不要舍不得离开好让别人去爱
你的自私行为我1直以来都很讨厌!
你总是说我恨自私, 那你呢?
不改变的人永远不会进步
我不离开你我永远都得不到我要的!
我不想说再见因为我不想再见到你这个人!

无言

2010-10-22T07:35:00.000-07:00

你总是不听我的..为什么? 难道我会陷害你么?
每次不听我的话结果事情发生了你才向我哭诉..有用吗?
你受教训了还是不会怕的是吗?
若你所谓的那些朋友真的比我重要, 那你去吧~
真的! 去了不要回来了!
我是认真的! 我对你已经没有信心,没有力气劝你了~
好自为知吧~ 对你真的无言!

What's on my mind?

2010-10-12T08:15:00.000-07:00

I wish to forget about my past and start my new life. I know whatever already happened we cant rewind. But don't feel down or any negative feelings because It's good for us. If we always look back, then when only we going to look forward? I wish to continue my happy life with all my family members, close friends, msn friends, facebook friends and so on.. I can feel the differences between I'm in relationship and without.. When I'm in relationship, I always concentrate on him and neglect my poor friends.. Hmm..no good ya? So now is the time for me to accompany all my dear friends. I am not that kind of person that If i had failed 1 time I will never stand up again. So, I still waiting for my new love and be with that person in the rest of my time. I will be mature, understanding to him.. I will give him all my love! I don't want many boyfriend, I just want 1.. A good one is more than enough! Then i will marry him if both of us are ready. Anyone who just want to ''TOUCH & GO'' then i suggest you to touch another girl.. I'm not that type of girl because I don't like this kind of silly love! If you are serious to me, of course I'm too! I will be a loyal girlfriend or wife if you can fulfil my dream and you're serious to me~ I am not rushing but I'm not WAITING also.. So, dont think I will wait for you to marry me. If you cant, I'm so sorry to say ''GOODBYE'' to you. I REALLY CANT WAIT ANYMORE. I dont have the patience to WAIT because, I'M A TUT-TUT TRAIN! SORRY! shimimashe!

我在乎的

2010-10-08T07:46:00.000-07:00

我不在乎你是否来自有钱的家庭,
而在乎你会不会发奋赚钱改变现状!

我不在乎你长得多帅,
我只在乎你能够给我足够的安全感!

我不在乎你有多少个过去,
我只愿我是你最后1个也是最爱的那个!

我不在乎我们是否能够24小时在1起,
但只求我需要你的时候你都有在!

我不在乎你的现状,
只愿你能够让我看到我们的未来!

我并不在乎我们的关系多么的亲密,
我只愿你愿意负责到底!

Much better

2010-10-05T09:50:00.000-07:00

I feel much better now...
My mood was not so stable last few days..
I think my mood is under my control now..
But i am not sure how long and how well i could control it~
Hmm..everything is much clearer than last time..
I'm Back to single life again..
Cry again? Of course..But nobody know..
I locked myself in the room and cried..
ahha~ felt much much much better after it..
I dont know to know why you left anymore...
I just know the fact is ''You're no longer here with me!''
Don't think too much and go to bed now..
Fan Dee Ja <3

Nobody understand

2010-10-03T09:55:00.000-07:00

I dont wanna, talk about it anymore..Nobody know how pain is my heart..I'm sure...Nobody know...But most of the people pretend like they know! Please dont act like you know me very well~ Even ''YOU'' also dont know what I try to say because you are not the worm in my stomach.. Why? Why nobody understand my mind? It's so difficult for me to express my feelings to someone you know? haih.. I have communication problem with you now... You dont get my message and we always misunderstand each other... Communicate is very important! Once we lack of communicate, we will come out many problem... I though you're my Mr. Right and we will have future, have our wedding, our baby.. Finally i know that actually I am dreaming! hahahaha.. My imagination is too good that's why will make me so dissapointed~ Is okay, time will prove everything and also reduce my pain.. The things i can do now is to take good care of myself, love myself more and continue the rest of my journey! GAMBATEH NEH!

Tough month!

2010-09-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

It is really a tough month for me.
God..!! What can i do?
Where is you campus?
I have been crying since the middle of the month..
Please...Please...
Show me a direction that could lead me to wonderland.
I really need the direction now!

''When the going gets tough, the tough gets going!''
在难也要笑着过! 1定要!!

What's situation?

2010-09-19T07:42:00.000-07:00

Are we in relationship? or just friend?
I dont know..1day 1msg or even 1day dont have any?
You're far from me and you didnt call me everyday like usual..
What's wrong with us?
I felt uncomfortable with this situation..
I dont like to be like this...!
I want to make it clear..!!
No matter friend or in relationship, just tell me directly!
I prefer you be honest to me than you keep go on like this..

你已经不在

2010-09-17T06:58:00.000-07:00

亲爱的你你你你你...已经不在了 :)
不管你去了那里, 你的影子依然在我心里..
我好久都没有见到你...你不懂我是多么的想念你..
真的好想你.. 想念亲爱的你...!
你陪我看完了最后1部电影''Piranha''你就走了... >.<

这几天1直在听伤感的歌...
自己唱了又哭... 哈哈哈哈...疯了吗?
不懂我现在是什么情况...自己笑.. 1直说我没事~
妈妈说通常过渡伤心的人会假装很开心的笑... ^^

老公, 我真的好想念你.....
早上发了讯息给你也是我第一次觉得 ''Darling, long time no see..''
我真的好久没有见到你了宝贝!
从你工作回来你就陪你朋友因为他们刚好出来
接下来的日子我们在也没有见到面了..
你走的那天也没有告诉我你是永远离开...什么意思哦?
你说不会丢下我1个人...那现在呢?

记得我发给你的录音吗?
''Dua Bui, 我等你回来哈!''
你还记得吗?
所以我会等我的DuaBui回来!

我含着眼泪把这篇文章写完, 乖吗?
只希望现在你能在我的身边摸摸我的头说 : ''唔! 好乖..!''
但, 我知道这些只可能发生在梦里..没关系, 我知道你忙!
那...我在梦里等你! 不见不散!!
说完话的结尾我记得一定要说 ''LOVE YOU''

心痛

2010-09-15T07:08:00.000-07:00

现在我懂 ''真心换绝情'' 的感觉了!
你有事, 我担心..我担心你关心你又怕打扰到你所以1直在等你电话...
从你有事的那天开始我都没有好好睡过...1直在担心你什么状况~
你会懂我的心情吗? 已经按好你的号码了但却不敢拨给你..
终于鼓起勇气而且带着很快乐的心情要打电话给你想逗你开心
但你的反应却让我的眼泪流下来...

你很不耐烦的声音是要告诉我 ''我很烦吗?''
你的梦垮了难道我的不是吗?
我们的想法是1至的好不好?

Ingredient of LOVE

2010-08-05T22:53:00.000-07:00

[LOVE] = TFU

T=Tolerance
F=Forgive
U=Understanding

I did a BIG mistake last few days and It's really got under my hubby's skin! That was the 1st time I got a cold feet.. I really scared and don't know what to do... ''will we break off? What will he do next?'' already came to my mind. I think I can't used to live without him...I need him! But, something supprising me was what he did.. He never shout at me, slap me, kick me, punch me & bla bla blaa.. XD He just asked me to tell the truth... He forgive me and promised WONT LEAVE ME FOREVER! When those words came out from his mouth, I was soooooooooooooooo touched! Felt like my tears coming out..OMG...darling, you're the person who let me understand WHAT ♥ IS.. really really Thanks God that treat me such GOOD! Like what you've told me, if we swift the situation what will my reaction after knowing all this? Yaps, I comfirm I couldn't do like what you do to me.. I can feel that how much you love me, care me & appreciate me! REALLY! FOR SURE! Darling, I'm not purposely to hiding something... sometimes I really don't know how to tell you.. After this incident, you made me love you more & more! You're my Super Great Hubby ever! MuaCckZzzzzzz!

I sipek ♥ YOU!

You're Here!

2010-07-18T08:23:00.000-07:00

Hmm..3days ago, you leave me..
3days after, you're here with me again..!
You're Back BaCk BACK! ♥♥ I MISS MISS YOU lorhh hubybic...
Arabic ''Anak O Hambroke'' = I LOVE YOU!

''Chan kit Theng Kun Maak''= I miss you very much! ♥♥
''Sha La Ter Maak Makk'' = I Love You very much! ♥♥
''Rak Ter Mai Mi Wan Yon'' = I will not stop loving youu! ♥♥

I learn all this word in different language just wanna say to YOU!
MuackZz...mUacCkZz...

To me, It's ''stable''

2010-07-16T09:47:00.000-07:00

Seems like we are not so swwet like last time. This time you went back to hometown I felt okay~ how come jek? I didn't felt unhappy when you were far from me. I swear! I wish the devil or angle in my heart could tell me what's on my mind! I didn't feel unhappy when you went back isn't means that I do not love you. To me, I felt that our relationship is getting better & stable compare to begining. It's a GOOD things that our relationship become stable... But I think it truly, If you really go back for one month, what will I feel? After that, I got the answer! My answer is ''I W!LL SUPER MISS YOU!'' ♥♥ That means I can accept you leave me less than 1 week time ONLY! Do not more than 1 week! Or else you will drive me crazy..! I need you mostly of the time in my life so u belive if I say that? Take My Word, the temperature between us will maintain it.. You will understand what I mean if you know how much I LOVE YOU in my bottom heart. ♥♥

My Life = ''E Jit Bang!'

2010-07-10T04:26:00.000-07:00

I having a wonderful life now.
I don't have to see those people that I don't wan't to see.
I seems like from my country move to a new country!
The feeling jus like ''WOW...WOW..WOW...!!''
Whatever I do I won't listen any comment like last time..
My boyfriend is not of any penang high school..
My classmate is not from penang & from other country.
Those friends I know now is different with last time I known.
Those time = selfish, kpc, like to talk rumous
Nowadays = friendly, funny, easy going

Everyday, I'm Happy!
Everyday go to school. No absent!
After school my time is for my family & boyfriend.
That's my SIMPLE & HAPPY LIFE!
''E JIT BANG LIFE!''

If you were me, would you happy like me?
I bet you will have same feeling like me!

What's wrong?

2010-06-23T07:17:00.000-07:00

What's wrong btween us?
You never treat me this way..really...
Seems like we not that care for each other like last time..
Issit because our relationship become stable?
I really don't know what's on your mind now..

I just wan't to let you know,
Someday you will cry for me like I cried for you.
Someday you will miss me like I missed you.
Someday you will need me like I needed you.
Someday you change your mind to love me
SORRY because I WONT LOVE YOU like i do in past.

If there's no reason for us to continue, then Let Go please.
It takes long time to build our relationship but,
do you know that It can be broke easily?
Why we must being this way? Feel Happy?
What's the situation now? Can someone tell me?

真心爱你的那一个

2010-06-11T08:50:00.000-07:00

正当你在努力的往上爬时, 你会发现大家都在为你加油打气... 而你却感到无比的开心因为有那么多人在为你打气! 但爱你的那1个却没有在人群中为你加油打气而是在心底深处担心着亲爱的你是否有能力继续前往... 当你面对任何问题时, 大家都在议论纷纷甚至事后孔鸣... 但对于爱你的那个人却着急得像热锅里的蚂蚁.... 因为你的事情就等于他的事~

真心爱你的人会因为害怕拖累你而离开了你... 真心爱你的人不会刻意要你花不必要的钱.. 真心爱你的人会非常在意你的1举1动,1发现有什么差错就马上告诉你... 真心爱你的人才会对你说真话..但真话常常都很难被接受... 真心爱你的人不管发生什么事情都会陪伴你左右, 对你不离不弃...真心爱你的人会想 ''未来'' 而不是 ''眼前'' 的事...

若我说: ''亲爱的,我想和你到未来..~!'' 你会信吗?

[~爱君的第110天~]

我是真的需要你

2010-05-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

1直压抑着顾忌着自己的感情不敢释放出来是因为怕受伤
但, 感觉上我的情绪已经慢慢的不在我能够掌控的范围了
每当我1见到亲爱的你我就会很自然的露出那灿烂的笑容
那是我最真诚的表情你是否看得出来?
不知不觉中... 我已陷入你爱的陷阱而且越陷越深..
对你有多么在乎表示我有多么的爱你需要你
对这段感情越认真表示我真的愿意陪你到以后!
其实我越来越喜欢依赖你但我不是那么的喜欢但控制不到
越是依赖你我就越想24小时黏着你不放你知道吗?
我是多么的希望你对我可以寸步不离.. 但我明白不可能~

越是爱你就越想和你到未来
越希望我们有未来对你的期望就越高
对你期望越高间接的给了你很多无形的压力
累积了这些压力你就对我越反感!
慢慢的...渐渐的...我们的感情就没那么好了..
你明不明? 我要怎样让你知道我多么爱你需要你?
不然我不会要你努力赚钱完成这个那个了...

我真的害怕...害怕你不爱我!!

爱的路上我和你 ♥

2010-05-17T04:08:00.000-07:00

哈比, 我真的真的好爱你噢噢噢噢! 我也不是很明白为什么我会如此的爱你...我这个人呢是个日久生情的人...要每天对着那个人了解对方了才会慢慢的喜欢对方..但是对于你我是在1起了才开始慢慢了解的...1开始我对你确实是很陌生..感觉就像 ''怎么突然冒出1个这样的人?'' 哈哈哈... 但是今时不同往日了噢! 现在你在我心里的地位超高咯... 很多时候, 很多方面你都胜过别的男生... 因为你拥有他们得不到的特别权利~ 因为我是你的! 哇西路A... :)

最近你总爱生病噢...难道人老了就很自然的会这样吗? XD 我常常都在告诉你 ''我好害怕有1天你离开了剩下我1个人怎么办呢?'' 你总是回答我 :''Babe, 不管怎样在我要死之前想到你我怎样都不会死了的..'' 希望真的是这样咯.. 因为我1天比1天更需要你你知道吗? 哎哟...我好爱你啦!! 以后的路还要你陪着我走下去的咯!! 我们还有很多很多的东西还没达成... 还有很多很多的愿望等着我们实现呢~ 警告你苏振鈞 ''不准落跑!!'' 不要跑啦...难得有你这么爱的1个女生也那么的爱你...看你也不舍得吧? 我是真的只爱你1个人!! 心里满满的都是你你要相信我! 要给我信心!! 母啊~ 母啊~ ♥

My True Love ♥

2010-05-13T09:34:00.000-07:00

Darling.. Darling... Darling...
Do you know that everyone takes a whole life time to find their true love and it only takes a moment to lose their true love forever as well? So, I decided not to give up on you because I really Love You! I'm really IN LOVE WITH YOU! I appreciate what you gave and love who you are! I just wan't you no matter how handsome, how rich, how educated the others! The only things I know is ''A lost today is a lost forever..'' I don't wish there's any regret in my life thats why I choose to hold you tight wherever I go! I need you in the rest of my life time darling... I really really Love You very very much! I don't know how many times I need to tell you.. But I'm telling you everyday! I belive that we can maintain the temperature between us so that we're always in ''Fall in love'' condition until we old old old~

Darling, Falling in love is easy but fallen to the right person and maintain the love always the same is not easy. I choose to have a try on you because I have a strong feeling that ''YOU ARE THE ONE!'' Hubby, I never wish to be your 1st love but I do wan't to be the Last girl that you love. hmm...I've to apologize that there's no ''Happy Ending'' for our relationship darling because...true love does not need any ENDING! There's no ending forever! muacksss. Really Si Pek Love You Mr. Soo ♥

Goodnight & Sweet Sweet dream to You.
I Love You [02.05am]

舍不得

2010-05-12T07:22:00.000-07:00

看来我的梦想离我越来越近了... 但我又不见得那么开心噢~ 因为我将离开我的家人和我的爱人! 呜...呜...呜... 我从来没有离开过我的家人.. 我是爸爸妈妈的宠物来的... 但现在为了我的将来我别无选择....希望1切没有我想像的那么恶劣咯~ 我会非常舍不得我的妈妈!! 每当我想到我将离开她身边我就有种想哭的感觉.... 而加上现在又多了1个牵挂那就是我的哈比... 怎么办噢? 我们才刚开始我就要离开了? 我们的感情会不会因为距离而变质? 会不会因为经不起考验而分开呢? 我真的不敢在想了.... 我越想就越舍不得.... 哈比,我希望我们的爱情经得起考验! 真的真的不要因距离而结束这段感情!! 不值得!! 我相信如果是真的爱我你会等我的! 珍惜我们仅有的48天... 亲爱的, 我是真的好爱你!

Continuum [Happy + Confuse]

2010-05-04T07:28:00.000-07:00

I'm Extreamly happy because I just passed my car test this afternoon. My nightmare really can go away from me forever? hmm..I don't think so...because it's just a little part in my teenager life.. Another Good news to me that is I've found the way to get the course that's in my wishlist! Science Lab Tecnology! yuhoo...!! I definately interested to this course and finally I can go further to know more and study more about this course!! But something might block me to go ahead & fulfil my dream..That's so bad! You know why? hmm... Major of students like to choose those courses example like business, hotel management, accounting, mass com, marketing & bla bla bla.. That's why! That's why the course that I wan't could'nt found in penang.. If i really wan't to choose this course I've to go either Ipoh, Sarawak or KL.. How can I live without my parents and stay at hostel alone? I don't think my parents really will let me go.. By the way, I'm afraid that if i really choose to leave, for sure I will very vey miss my hubby! I can't always accompany him anymore! wuu... wuu... wuu... The feeling just like killing me!! omg... I can't imaging.. maybe our relationship become worse cz I'm busy with my study and ignore him?

Form6 list have release and I'm qualify to continue my Form6 in MBS.. 10 May is going to register for intake.. If my parents don't allow me to go Ipoh to study the course then I did not register for my Form6 then how? 两头不到岸... huhuhu... It's really headache to me! Confuseeeeeeeeeee..! G...O...D pls help me!!

真的好爱你

2010-04-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

这次....我真的爱了~ ♥
我已深深的慢慢的爱上了你...
亲爱的, 我真的好爱你噢!!
我愿意为你我什么都愿意为你...
我每天都在想要怎么样带给你快乐&幸福..
因为我要让你知道和我在1起是快乐幸福而不是比单身还要糟!
我越来越爱你了噢! 你可以感觉到吗?
在这个世上没有任何1个字可以形容我对你的爱所以写在多也1样..
还是那句话 :'' 亲爱的, 我真的好爱你! '' ♥

[他是过去也就是曾经]

2010-04-18T08:08:00.000-07:00

''别在说是谁的错,让1切成灰''
不懂你是否从你朋友那里知道我有了男朋友所以回来找我...
我只能对你说 ''对不起, 我们没有可能了的'' 现在的我很幸福!
不管我们曾经是多么的要好, 现在我对你的感觉快要接近冰点了..
我的心里除了他就没有别人了真的没有你的份~
我不是在说气话.. 我很爱他他也很爱我也很疼我..
可能我和他之间的默契没有我和你之间的那么强烈但我ok啊~
我认为默契可以慢慢培养毕竟我和他也开始得太突然..
我曾经以为除了你我找不到爱的感觉了但对于他我愿意尝试..
我试着接受他的所有试着了解他从新用我最真诚的心去对待他..
和他在一起我觉得很安全..在他面前我可以很自然的就像在你面前..
我不知道他是否有能力能够超越你曾经在我心里的位置...
感觉上他可以给得到你给我的感觉! 目前物质上还输吧?
除了感觉其他的我都没有拿他和你比较因为你们不一样..怎么比?
既然你都知道我们有缘无份为什么不要放手祝福我?
我...记得你不表示依然想念你! 只是对我来说你是比较难忘记的那个...
*爱1个人多深, 你就要用越久的时间去忘记他*
那...用1辈子去忘记你吗? 还是到我结婚的那天叻? =)

P/S: Darling, 如果你看到了希望不要问我因为我不是不想告诉你... 只是认为不要为了这个人而烦！我现在爱的是你, 要的是你! 他是曾经, 是过去.. 我没有想过要他不要你! 没有! 我没有!! 真的没有!!!

Feeling

2010-04-12T07:18:00.000-07:00

Sometimes there's many many special & undescribe feeling inside my heart towards you my dear.. But I don't really know how to express my feeling to you.. Everytime I told myself I must express to you when you're here with me. I wan't to show you how much I love you by using my silly love action that always on my mind.. Maybe like hugging you tight or kiss you like you always do. But don't know why I can't do any of it to you when you stand right in front of me.. I'm afriad.. I'm shy.. I'm nervous.. why? why? I keep asking myself Issit I'm not sure whether you're the one I really love or any other reason that indirectly stop me to show my love to you? Finally..I did it! I know I'm not fervor enough but I could try my best to make it better and better through the rest of the day in my life.. Darling, don't know why I have a feeling just like I will lost you one day after that incident. I don't hope that this day really come true in my real life.. But I know we must face the fact no matter we wan't or not if it really happen.. Of course we don't hope that it will happen but we have no choice right? We never know what will happen in the next second.. That's why I appreciate every moment we get together.. I felt that I become more mature compare with last few months... Honestly to tell you here my dear, I really Love you more than last time! I can felt that I love you more & more and the feeling is so strong until I not willing to stop it.. At the same way I need you more darling but I do not know being this way is correct or not.. seriously, I can't turn back anymore...I've to continue this way... The happiness feeling have cover all the other feeling.. isiit name as ''love blind?'' I think it should be a right decision to continue cz you're a good man. You really care for me, really love me with your heart not ur butt. =D You always make me felt safe when you're here with me! I can see the love light in your eye. maybe 1 day I can see our future in your eyes? who knows? Darling, I really can't live without you. Don't leave me if you really love me kay? I need you very very much! How much I Love you and I need you I really don't know cz it's an uncountable things.. I Love you with my heart.. I never try to lie you but I like to tease you since I know you like me. I just tease, play, joke & do wadever things with the 1 I love only.. So, you're the one! Don't try to escape! I will bite you once i caught you back!! =] huhuhu~

Hubby, pls trust me & give me a chance to love you. I just wan't to have your accompany in the rest of my life! Let us holding hands and walk together happily.. I seriously In Love with you!Look at the space between your finger.. There's is always a space 4 my hand to fill it not the others! Darling, this is the 1st time & the last time I wish you to do.. ''DARLING, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME..I NEED YOU BADLY!'' Look properly every word I wrote.. It's all the word that always in my heart yet I wish to tell you so that you know what's on my mind & what's is my feeling towards you.. I REALLY LOVE YOU!

谁懂?

2010-04-09T06:59:00.000-07:00

我很羡慕那些可以朝着自己目标前进的人因为我没有他们那么幸运有发言的权利.. 很多时候我想说出我心里想做的事但是往往到最后还是选择忍着不说...因为说了不但没有人支持我的想法反而还要被讲... 如果你是我的话你也不想说吧?从小我就是父母眼里的宝..所以他们都很保护我..不是不好而是有点过分的呵护..很多朋友都说我很幸福他们要都没有.. 对, 你们的确很疼爱我..要什么就有什么.. 我也很感恩! 但是身为父母的你们有没有想过你们1直这样保护我那我几时才会长大?我和哥哥不1样因为哥哥总是 ''饭来张口'' 的态度.. 他希望全部你们都安排给他~而我从小就很想学习如何自立..我1直努力的尽力的去争取我想得到的东西... 直到现在已经17年过去了我还是不放弃...我认为我应该坚持我想要的!我不是问题小孩只是我想争取我想做,想得到的东西.. 我想证明我可以自立的! 我想靠自己去实现我每1个梦想... 我不要什么事情都有家人帮我, 在后面偷偷的跟着我..大人的想法有时很难明白.. 我真的不懂大人的脑和小孩的脑装的东西难道是不1样的吗?哥哥希望你们可以给他多1点的关注,多点关心他但你们偏偏给他很多很多的自由..我只求我可以有那么1点点自由你们却很激动? 到底怎么回事? 因为我是女的?你们爱我所以怕我受伤害? 那哥哥呢? 你们就不爱吗? 他不是你们生的吗?你们总是说你们不让我去尝试我想做的事是因为怕我受伤..你们会心疼... 那你们不让我试你们又知道我会受伤? 在这世上有什么事情是 *一定* 的吗? 我真的希望你们可以让我自己去闯让我去跌我也跌得开心跌得心甘情愿..! 真的!我不会埋怨因为至少我有尝试过.. 我不要永远成为1个受保护的动物.. 对我来说是种羞耻! 我不是叛逆而是想让自己尝试跌倒的滋味所以有时我会选择不听话而挨打... 你们总是告诉我 ''前面有洞, 要小心不然跌倒了会流血很痛很痛的!'' 我哪里会知道你们所谓的很痛很痛是怎样的感觉呢? 怎样的痛? 刺痛? 被烧伤的痛? 难道你们认为你们不让我尝试, 我就不会试了吗? 那你们真的错了! 你们越阻止我,我就更想试..! 我总不相信 ''那么1个小洞会让我很痛很痛?'' 我总认为''你又不是我, 你哪里懂我会痛? 可能这个痛对我来说只是皮外伤呢?我没有哥哥那么胆小那么顺我承认.. 我是勇者! 哈哈哈哈... 我想尝试每1个我想尝试的事情..我不想让我的生活过得那么平静..我宁愿刺激点!很多时候我不是不告诉你们我的想法而是我不想感受到不被认同的感觉..我不是希望你们认同我.. 我是希望你们能够了解我... 知道我要什么不要什么...其实你们2个都知道我想做的事从来没有人可以阻止我.. 你们也知道我没那么轻易放弃我想做的事情&我想要得到的东西所以你们选择''绑'' 着我是不是? 你们几时才会懂我? 这么多年了你们为我做的决定我都顺着你们那你们有没有想过我真的愿意而且乐意服从你们的吗? 你们为我做的决定是我要的吗? 有时我很讨厌自己对你们说话的语气不是很好.. 但有时我真的无法表露出我很喜欢你们为我做的决定.. 爸爸妈妈, 对不起~

Daddy & Mummy, 你们都知道我是比较不喜欢说出我的感觉.. 但我已经长大了.. 我懂得找适合我发泄的方法.. 你们应该不知道你们的女儿我喜欢写blog吧? 因为我认为这里是我唯一能够很放心很自在的释放我内心所有所有的感觉... 真的没有压力没有顾虑... 我的blog是唯一一个不会出卖我的 ''人? 地方?'' 哈哈哈... 自从中4被朋友伤了之后我爱上了沉默因为我不在相信朋友... *没有人会看着你比他幸福快乐还会真心真意替你开心为你鼓掌的* 谢谢你, 是你让我真正明白这道理... 是你让我真正体会到''人生''... 我依然把你留在我脑里,作为我人生的警惕! 我不会再那么傻会为了''朋友'' 让自己上山下海累坏自己..

Appreciate

2010-04-05T21:39:00.000-07:00

A word that out from my ITCHY mouth bring on an Incident! Besides that, this incident nearly bring my Fatty Hubby to heaven and leave me 4ever! That's also the 1st time My heart felt pain and blooding. You make my mind blank, my heart stop beating. When you said :''If you gonna leave me, don't come and see me anymore.'' My tears started to droped out from my eye at that moment.. My brain ask me to move away from your corridor & leave & don't wanna bother you anymore but very unfortunately the impulse sending failed to my leg muscle. :) That time I already out of control thats why my nerve system also the same like its' owner.

I don't know what can I do and what should I do. The only things I know is I going to lost the person that I care, I love & I need! So i told myself :''I can't give up! I can't walk away! I must stay until the door is open!'' This is the last chance for me to see you even you refuse to accept me again. I can't not blame anyone if you really give up to me cz I'm the one who start this all.
But at least I let you know the feeling in bottom of my heart b4 I leave.

Falling In Love is EASY but most of the people dosen't know how to maintain their relationship & care about their lover feeling just like what I did. LOVE is not a game that we play in psp can start over again and giving you many many chance if you lose. It's a real drama in your life! Once you don't know how to appreciate it & destroy it, you might lost the one you love forever. Maybe one day you awake and felt that you have did wrong that hurt the 1 you love and you regret with what you have did. Sorry, everything is too late that time..

But I'm the luckiest Girl in this world because You back to me darling! We stick together again! Super Honey Bee Magnet! The feeling just like I already fall from the highest mountain & for sure will die but suddenly save by a Big Bee and I'm alive again! The feeling like ''wow.. wow.. wow..!!'' hahahahahaaaa.. Noone understand my feeling.. A memory day for me! I'm proud of my braveness to fix back our relationship! I really felt helpless and meaningless without you in my life. I will try my best to hold your hand tight and never let you go. This is the only request you hope I can fulfil right? I won't be selfish anymore. What i going to do I will think of the one i love. I can't not simply say ''I don't wan't and just walk away from your life.'' Because I'm not alone anymore. I have you wherever I go, whatever I do.. I will learn to be more tough so that I can follow every of your steps and go through all the difficulty with you. I wish I can by your side when you need me. I don't wan't to leave you anymore from now.

After the incident, I found out that I really Love You & care for you. I though I'm not that serious in this relationship because it's just 1 month. Love doesn't mean that the time taken will affect how deep you fall. It's depends on the feeling between us and how much you care. Now I know, I really Care for you Lawrence Soo. Only you can make me nervous.. Only you can make me cry like a cow.. Only you can make me give up all the things and just wanna be with you!

Last, I wan't to apologize about what I have did on that day 3 April. I have to learn more so that I won't be so childish and un-mature anymore. I willing to learn all over again. Give me some times I will prove it darling. I don't wan't to become your burden. I'm so sorry. I will love you more to fetch up the mistake i did. Always remind myself: DON'T EVER HURT THE ONE WHO LOVES YOU! Darling, sorry & I love you. ♥

全都为了亲爱的你 ♥

2010-03-26T11:05:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
爱的力量真的不是我们能够衡量的..是个未知数~例子?
很简单... 才刚回到家的我真的是爱睡疲倦到眼皮都要掉下来了...
但为什么我选择写blog而不早点睡? 就是为了我的爱!
有时爱的力量很惊人...我们可以为了爱的人做出1些出乎意料的事...

1直以来我都是1个我行我素的女生..可以说是只为自己着想的人...
以我的性格是从不为了任何人而放弃,停留或三思我想要做的事情..
但是这次...我尽然会为了1个男生而再三考虑我的梦想...
原因很简单~ 因为我爱他! 我是真心爱他而且不想失去他.
如果我真的真的决定追逐我的梦想, 那代表我将会放弃你! 但是我没有..
或许你还不够了解我吧? 我也不太懂得向你解释..

我就像''水''.. 水是没有固定的形状...
若你把它放在怎样的容器就会随着那容器的形状..
而我就是有如水那样的人.. 我很容易适应新环境..
为了我的梦想我可以放掉阻碍我前进的事物..
我的心常常告诉自己:''我不可以轻易放开你的手!''
总觉得你是那个可以陪我到未来的那个人..这是我前所未有的感觉 ♥

以前我常常说:''宁愿相信世界上有鬼也不可以信男生那张嘴''
但是对于你我却没有这样的想法...你说的话我真的相信!
可能..从你眼中我看见了你对我的真心你的诚恳..所以我愿意去相信~
可能你不是我想象中那么好, 但我愿意给你时间去改好它..
*这世上没有完美的爱唯有你和我1起才能呈现出完美的爱*
你不是我的理想情人.. 不是我想象中的白马王子
但你却给我1种很特别很自然很幸福很快乐的感觉.. .
看见你我总是会露出最灿烂的笑容.. 我会看你看到傻眼 @.@
我不懂得用语言来表达这1切.. 但我希望你可以从我的眼神看出我的心情
我不知道我做的明显不明显...但我做的1切你是否明了?

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
其实我真的好累好爱睡...我还是很坚持的把我想对你说的话写出来!
有时面对着你我会害羞得不知道怎么开口对着你说... (siao)
但我真的想让你知道我的心在想什么.. *矛盾_矛盾*
我真的不会轻易放弃你! 我不会爱别人而不要你!
亲爱的,你要相信你是最好的知道吗? 我是真的很爱很爱你!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

为你做的这些都是从未为别的男生做过的..
[凌晨3.10分] 我爱你♥ __苏振鈞*
早安 & 晚安 :)

有你,我是真的幸福 ♥

2010-03-24T07:27:00.000-07:00

除了我家人给的幸福以外我不知道什么是幸福..
自从...自从你, 老人苏苏的出现!! 哇哈哈哈... 我才懂得...
噢...''幸福'' 原来是这样的感觉~!! ♥♥♥♥♥

你的关心你的贴心你的紧张
你的宽容你的迁就你的温柔
你的坚持你的陪伴你的爱护

你让我陷入了爱的陷阱... 也就是你日夜赶工完成的陷阱 :)
但是宝贝, 我只想告诉你..我很愿意! 我好踵意!
''后悔'' 这2个字根本没有出现在我脑海中...
虽然1开始我一直在犹豫我是不是接受你得太突然了?
而我的心是不是真的喜欢你而接受你呢? 难道我已经放下了?
在你生病时, 我对你说了很多很残忍很狠心的话因为我认为我还放不下..
我很自私因为我只站在自己的立场想.. 我不懂得为你着想....
而现在的我只能对你说 :'' 吡, 我是真的好爱你..''

这份爱...来之不易~ 因为你的坚持所以我们才会开始这段感情...
2008年那次你看见了我.. 如果你只''看'' 而没行动的话我们会有今天吗?
应该说是命运的安排让你在1年3个月后遇见了我?
是巧合? 是故意? 还是你的努力感动了天?
我不懂...简单的说法就是 ''缘分''.. 它拉近了我们的距离..
缘分, 让我们从不认识直到相识到相爱... 对我来说真的太突然...
但, 这奇迹的发生不见得不好噢? 对吧宝贝?
从前我很讨厌看到你.. *败家子* 是我为你取的外号...
每当看到你我心里就想 :''怎么又看到他? 真讨厌..!''
在认识了你之后...哈哈哈...不一样了咯~ 简直是2个人!!

我不是罗嗦, 只是想让你清楚知道我对你的感觉...
宝贝, 请你记住我对你的不是1般的爱...我怕我来不及说...
我不是要你拿我和你的旧爱比..她们爱你的方式和我不1样...
我更不懂得我爱你的方式你是否满意,喜欢..
虽然现在我们拥有的只是纯纯&蠢蠢的爱.. XP
但我可以很确定我对你是真心真意的!
对于你, 我付出的是全心全意!
我没有任何事情隐瞒着你..
我们之间没有不能说的秘密
我们之间有的只是爱, 是1份纯洁真诚的爱♥

我对这份爱的认真和感觉不是3言2语就能够表达出来的..
和你在1起我相信 ''没有性我们也会很幸福'' *(^^)*
你答应我的我都记得而且我非常信任你的为人! 你不会是那种人..
所以我爱你! 好爱你!! 我们要1直保持我们的热度...
我们的爱只需增温不可降温... ♥♥♥♥♥

我真的愿意用我的生命来爱你!
1个人只有1颗心.. 我拥有的就是1颗爱你的心..
我的心里在也容纳不了其他的男生..就只有你!
满满的都是你的影子你的声音我们的画面..
是你, 让我忘了那些曾经伤害我的人..
是你, 让我删除掉那些不好的回忆..
有你在我身边我真的什么都不怕! 我不怕!
从你身上我找到了我要的那份安全感...

我真的好爱你 *苏振鈞*

爱 ♥♥

2010-03-23T07:07:00.000-07:00

爱, 是很奇妙的东西...
很多人因为爱而把自己弄得偏体陵伤
有些人被爱冲昏了头脑被欺骗也不知道
但为什么? 为什么大家还是继续的寻找爱呢?
这就是大家很矛盾的点...

当你在某人面前可以不需要掩饰原本的你
当你可以对这个人无所不谈
当你发生什么事情都希望他在身边
当你 1不见他你的心里满满都是他的影子
当你...还有很多很多... (懒惰写) :D

当爱来的时候你要挡也挡不住的
所以只好.....接受命运的安排~

*不懂自己在写什么* paiseh

发泄

2010-03-02T00:49:00.000-08:00

感觉上...我们疏远了...
我们不会在一起玩耍一起笑
你们不再需要我...

2010-02-14T21:46:00.000-08:00

THAIPUSAM

2010-01-28T04:32:00.000-08:00

There's preparation about THAIPUSAM along the road going back to my house.
Quite jam here that's why i Can took those photo. Yoga class?

Only Indian there? bukan 1 M'sia ka?

Uncle, don't fall down yea. :)

人心叵测

2010-01-26T05:57:00.000-08:00

外表没什么并不代表心里没什么
外表斯文内心禽兽都不如 --> 斯文败类
外表可怕内心善良 ---> 不可貌相
不要因为一个人的外表而排斥他
更不要因为某些人的外表而太信任他
你认为是坏人的那个当你彻底了解他后你会发现
他并不是你想象的那样糟糕可能还会大吃惊!
反而你所谓的''朋友''往往就是陷害你的那个...
我并没有针对任何一个人我只求公道
我只想为了那些无辜被冤枉的人证明他们是清白的
如果被伤害的那个是我重视的人那我肯定不会袖手旁观
为了证明我是真心对你, 所以今天证明给你看我愿为你两勒插刀!

请不要为了自己的利益而不顾一切!
我会看不起你!

生活好无聊

2010-01-24T23:56:00.000-08:00

感觉我好像在浪费我的时间　时间是宝贵的不是吗?
突然觉得我的生活好无聊...有什么意义的东西是我可以做的吗?
我现在的生活有如平静的海没有任何海浪的拍打这样...
Beh syok! Beh syok! =x
是时候找点东西刺激我自己了!!

我行我素

2010-01-20T08:45:00.001-08:00

我喜欢活在没有外人干扰我的生活
我习惯独自1个人上网
心情不好想发泄的时候写部落格
我想去哪里就去哪里
我想和什么人参在1起就参
我没有必要对外人交代我要做什么去哪里
更不需要解释为什么我要做这些事情
我行我素就是我原本的风格
maybe 人家会认为我是个奇怪的人做的事情也很怪
但我没有想过想要摆脱这怪癖因为我本人挺满意的 :D

习惯

2010-01-19T05:35:00.000-08:00

自从离校到现在的这段日子都没有机会和朋友见面只有在facebook问候几句而已...原来我已经可以习惯没有朋友陪伴的日子了! 这也不是不好的习惯... 我相信真心的朋友不需要常常见面常常粘在一起感情还是会一样好的! 你们还好吧? 在此告诉你们''我很好''!! 好吃好住好睡! 越来越肥了...!! 哈哈哈... 希望大家还是很好的活着而且开开新心的度过你们的每一天 ^^

0118

2010-01-18T05:46:00.000-08:00

1月18日~ 曾经是我很重视的日子... 也是我懂得用真心对待1个人的开始... 2010年1月18号是我第2次单身度过.....说实话,没有你的陪伴还真的有点不习惯~ 但是我能怎样? 如果我说从你离开的那天起我每天还是会想起你, 你会相信吗? 不知道为什么你的影子会常常出现在我脑海中... 是不是因为你真的在我心里占了很重要的位子? 是曾经? 还是现在? 我承认对你的思念没有以前那么强烈了...但我每天还是会抽出时间想你, 想我们的过去, 想你陪我去过的地方... 我喜欢你1样东西那就是你从来没有给我空头支票...你我之间没有任何空白的承诺~ 你答应我的你都有实现...唯一不能实现的那个我不怪你因为我们没有机会实现它.. 你在我心里占了重要而且不平凡的位子....也就是没有人能够代替的位子.. 为你而开的部落格我1年前已经不再写了希望你体谅我...即使我在写也没什么意思了, 对吧?

假装

2010-01-13T06:21:00.000-08:00

其实你我都知道我们之间已经没有后路可退也不能在前进了..但是我们却假装不知道? 你一再的尝试是为了挽回吗? 我们的感情就像云霄飞车..起起落落的~ 我有点怕了... =x 我不懂.... 我想原谅你但是你说过的话我不可以接受... 我认为你能够说出那些话表示你没有在尊重她... 不要感到后悔你所说过的话和做过的事! 相信你也不会觉得你有错吧? 那就继续这样咯... 我相信时间可以冲淡一切! 祝你有个美好的人生 :)

我是如此的爱你

2010-01-12T05:59:00.000-08:00

不管发生什么事情你总是在我身边...遇到挫折你都愿意和我一起面对~ 在我很沮丧无助的时候,你那温暖的手总会握紧我,陪着我一起前进... 妈妈, 你的怀抱永远都是那么的温暖! 我真的好爱好爱你! 虽然我知道有一天你一定会离开我...也就是我将会崩溃的那一天! 我真的真的真的非常害怕你离开我....我不敢想象...我只想珍惜现在 :)

P/S: 不喜欢我妈的人休想我会喜欢你! 不需要刻意讨好我! If you duno how to respect her, then there's no reason to make me respect you back even u're my fren. She is more Important than everything & everyone! Go back and ask ur mum teach u how to pay Respect :)

мΛĠıc

2010-01-08T07:01:00.000-08:00

我家宝贝肥肥''Magic''! 超geram它的!!! 每次都受不了它hiao hiao的样子...
刚好它的Dental零时吃完了而我又没有时间去买给它...那么刚好刚才看到所以就买了给它... 这次买的和上次不太一样...hmmm...它是女生, 口味应该和我差不多的吧? 我选了Strawberry, Blueberry, Banana 和1个Dental GreenTea flavour的给它...我个人不太喜欢绿茶但是没有选择了因为这个Dental的只有大豆&绿茶罢了~ 回到家就忍不住开了草莓口味的给它...说实话我也好像吃噢!!! 超香的~!

抱歉

2010-01-05T01:40:00.000-08:00

我对你的不舍你不会懂因为我从来不说
其实心里是多么不想要你离开我也只是保持沉默
看着你的背影慢慢离去我只求你回头一眼
在感情方面我不善于表达甚至有点麻木
许多人也因此离开了我是我活该?
对于感情事我确实感到有点害怕
在这方面我失去了安全感...原因是?
还是我对儿女私情已经产生了强烈的恐惧感?
不懂什么时候我开始变得很胆小可能我不想再受伤
内心的伤比皮外伤来得更厉害! 而且很难痊愈...
1个人的真心可能付出那么多次吗?

无可否认我是逊咔''
我没有勇气去面对我的感情问题
以前那个只会向前冲不顾一切为爱而奋斗的家伙不再是我
很抱歉, 你出现的不是时候...

宁静的夜晚

2010-01-04T04:34:00.000-08:00

宁静的夜晚适合用来形容我现在的心情...夜晚总是让我有入睡的感觉...夜晚总是安静的...沉默的...寂寞的..突然想写好多好多的东西告诉你让你知道我的想法但是时间不允许~ 吃完晚餐后我的心一直都迅速的跳动着.. 而且越跳越快.. 有点喘不过气! 而我一直大口大口的深呼吸...直到回家的路程我还是保持沉默~ 为何我会如此的静? 因为我开心? 还是我不甘心? 我到底在想什么? 那你又在想什么? 你不说我就不会知道你在想什么... 所以只好趁着这宁静的夜晚牺牲少许的时间听听自己的心怎么说.........

可笑

2010-01-03T03:45:00.000-08:00

曾经我们的感情那么的要好...你会特地抽空来陪我吃午餐了才去忙你的,你会陪我shopping...甚至你爱睡也是偷偷的打瞌睡不让我发现~ 我买到大包小包的你还当我佣人帮我拿...你是如此的体贴! 虽然我们不是情侣, 彼此之间也没有爱意... 但是我们也曾经一起度过了1次情人节...当时的情形我还记得~ 不是我故意去记而是有些事情不是说忘记就能忘记的.. 现在我们碰到面只能用微笑带过? 而且大家都只是用眼尾瞄过... 没有任何的话题? 没有眼神的沟通? 没有肢体语言? 对我来说还蛮可笑的...你突然消失, 我们也因此失去了联络.. 我们之间没有争执没有不快乐... 我静静的想了很多很多....原因是...? 问题在哪里? 心里一直告诉自己有些事情不知道会比较好...这样就可以带过了吗? 我表面上是冷酷的人其实我也有感情的...只是我不懂如何表达~ 对不起我错过了你...想说: ''你的出现让我沉默了整个晚上...见到你后我才发现原来我好想你 :) '' 那你呢?

iPod

2010-01-01T02:12:00.000-08:00

我的iPod 熬不过2010了吗? 最近都好像有问题这样... ''它'' 对我来说它是件有意义的物品...我不想失去它...它陪着我差不多2年了...不管是跑步, 寂寞还是睡不着我都需要它....我似乎感觉到有关你的回忆渐渐的离我而去了...虽然从你离开之后的1年我就有这样的想法... 只是不懂会发生在某年某月的某一天罢了~ 好咯! 现在有了预兆而我就开始害怕了... 人总是要等到失去了才开始懂得珍惜~ 为什么?

2010

2009-12-31T06:57:00.000-08:00

愿2010 能够给我与2009不同的感觉！
让所有的不快乐跟着2009的脚步走出我的世界... OUT! OUT!
不好的回忆请加快脚步离开
美好的回忆请停下脚步
讨厌的家伙快快消失

希望我在2010里1切顺顺利利
希望我的家人&朋友仔平平安安
Happy New Year! =))

报告

2009-12-25T07:59:00.001-08:00

最近没时间天天都update我的部落格了噢...请见谅见谅 =]

在这里告诉大家我很好! 你们也要好好的噢!!

认真

2009-12-20T09:09:00.000-08:00

今天我被骂了~~
''我PLAYFULL!'' 你骂得没错!
我常常做事不会分轻重
只要我的 ''猪朋狗友'' 有在我就不能认真
一心想跟他们玩罢了
我会反省我会认真
我要改掉坏习惯
不会在被你骂反而替你分担!
我会加油不让你累坏的
等着瞧 =))

The Yellow Towel

2009-12-19T07:33:00.000-08:00

What's The Yellow Towel means?
any sweet memory?
What's the purpose u bring along?
Don't tel me is because the weather is hot??
But anyway It's quite useful now.
Because You're sweating!
enjoy ya~! :)

烦

2009-12-15T08:43:00.000-08:00

人越大了烦恼是否会越多?
我不想知道
不要跟我解释
我不想听!!

我很痛!!
内心的痛比皮外伤更痛!!

真无聊

2009-12-07T02:05:00.000-08:00

控制脾气控制情绪
有人在注意关于我的东西有人在传东西
不管是''好意''还是''不怀好意''我都不管
我做好我自己我的靓心情那里可能那么容易被影响?
我坐得正站得正怕吓米?
某要怕~ 某要怕~
放马过来吧那些无聊/爱讲/破坏我名誉的人
我相信你一边臭骂我一边在看我的部落格吧?
我不是在说你噢...不爽就不要看反正我不是为你而写的
但还是谢谢你的捧场 I appreciate it =]

Satio

2009-12-05T20:15:00.000-08:00

I love my satioooooo! *muckssssssssssss*

Satio is the 1st Sony Ericsson i bought. I never use Sony phone before cz I'm Nokia Loyal user. =p I mad with SATIO cz of the megapixel. So sorry to my Nokia N95. I love to take photo. 自恋狂！ Using my Baby Satio to took some photo yesterday!

smile =]]

Me & Kozueeee ^^

Me again..I look so 忧郁ohh~

Day 3

2009-12-04T12:32:00.000-08:00

Today went Gurney with mummy. Alvin went shu xuan to do his revision with his friends so i dunwan disturb him luurrr....But supprise! He came Gurney to have dinner with me after shu xuan! *touchedddd* He look so tired lerrr but he's Happy! COMFIRM! =D

At night mummy wana go night market and ask 4 papa permission. Finally papa allowed we go! Yuhoo!! we seldom go there. quite pityy..So ngam Alvin aso there so i meet him again at there. eeeee....We meet again! Happy rightt?

Day 2

2009-12-03T20:24:00.000-08:00

又是开心的1天, 我和Vin又见面了! 我们一起去跑步耶!! 原来他的运动细胞不错噢 ^6^ 我之前真的是小看他了!! 我们的司机是我妈妈? Thx mummy!

他忘了带毛巾所以我给他用我的...牺牲一点点咯~ 嘻嘻嘻...

Day 1

2009-12-02T20:01:00.000-08:00

Today Me and Vin having the same paper -SCIENCE! after exam around 12.40pm he come and fetch me to take our lunch at Little Cottage.

He is cute and Funny!

Thanks the waiter who took this photo for us. nice! After our lunch, we went to Gurney Plaza melepak! hiak hiak hiak~ We're so happy duno whyy? He is quite romantic sometimes..secret~ shhhh...

壁虎

2009-11-29T23:57:00.000-08:00

我的天啊!! 我妈妈那么大的人了还玩这个!! 吓死我了!! 刚才在吃晚餐的时候妈妈拿来吓我......我最怕就是这样的东东了!!! 差点哭了出来啊....呜~ 呜~ 呜~

我还是觉得很可怕!!!!

回到家之后video cam然后show Alvin. 他说我恶心! 哈哈哈....

累坏

2009-11-28T23:32:00.000-08:00

看看我的眼睛咪咪的肿肿的

看看我的笑容僵硬的勉强的

要不是朋友看了我的照片告诉我我也不知道

原来我把自己累坏了！！

Nando's

2009-11-27T23:50:00.000-08:00

No idea where to take our dinner...?
Let's try Nando's cz long time din eat liauu~

Kor With His set dinner.

Is meeeeee!

This is mummy de act, i 'borrow' from her to take photo!

Papa ordered chicken soup.

This is MINE!! i love sausage!

hahahahaaaa....steal the other 2 flag from mummy & korkor chicken set. heeee...cucuk cucuk!!! duno pain or not hor?

Taste From The Sea

2009-11-26T19:25:00.000-08:00

Tao Kae Noi seaweed.

Oh mummy...u reaallly madddddd d larh! Suddenly bought 10 Boxes Tao Kae Noi de seaweed zo mo?? We looooooves this brand de seaweed very muchiee especially mummy!

This is the new packaging.

You should try it if youuu love seaweed! We love WASABI flavour but unfortunately It is OUT OF STOCK so must choose chili flavour. >.<

Vin & Nee

2009-11-25T18:19:00.000-08:00

He is Alvin!
My 5 years buddy!!
We Have been long time din hang out together.
ummm....few months??

Have our lunch around 1pm at Sakae Shushi. I like your smile Vin, cz ur teeth is so nice. Maybe can interview for Darlie model?

Yummyy..It's NEW! Iku cawanmushi.

He's enjoying his Tepanyaki Chicken Set.

OMG!!! U looks cuteee in this expression. =]

alamak....hw come i look steam steam de? -.-''

After our lunch, we go STARBUCKS for our ''revision''.

Oisyekkk~ I really bring my science book de worr!! Don't siao siao.

Look at him! cant sit properly mia~

wow....reading! really study bo?

my korkor & Vin in this photo! They're waiting me and mummy shopping... Both of them become friend friend d worr..not bad~ not bad~ =D But they stand so far to talk ehh? shy??

Dinggg Donggg``` after bought 2012 tiket for 2nite is the time to back d~ Actually is his papa birthday today so he have to go back earlier to prepare then celebrate with his papa~ Byeeee Alvin, This is our day! Another wonderful Day. Thanks Vin =p

Clinic

2009-11-23T15:26:00.000-08:00

哥哥生病了咯... 恭喜恭喜? 没有啦...开玩笑的~
放学后陪他去clinic看医生
其实我也是跟他一样泻肚子但是我不严重
所以就让他看咯我不想看...
''医生不帅'' xp

哥哥在2号房....我在外面等他~

我的手又开始脱皮了有点痛痛痒痒的而且很难看! 顺便跟医生拿药~''DYNAVATE'' 快快让我的手好噢! 靠晒你了... =]

I ♥ MY DAY

2009-11-21T11:57:00.000-08:00

Wee plan to celebrate with me and bought me a present. Thanks Wee Wee~

This is darling Wee with NIKE.

Me & Zyen[sexy]

Smile. I'm Happy alwayss =)

Monkey couple!!!

Thanks many many people~

Thanks all the wish...

Thanks 4 da magic show..

Thanks 4 the birthday songg~

I'm Happy althought not really celebrate my birthday this year.

Happy Birthday

2009-11-20T11:57:00.000-08:00

ding....dongg....

Happy Birthday To MYSELF!
wow...I'm 17teen now...
Thanks 4 all of u who wish me =)
Wish myself all the BEST!

Samantha, HanNee, Nee
Big Girl d~
so.....BIG GIRL DON'T CRY.
I'm not allowed to cry anymore.
liu liu siao~

Finally

2009-11-19T19:43:00.000-08:00

Yes. This my dream phone SONY SATIO/IDOU
It's mine from 18 nov onwadrs.
own a SATIO not a problem anymore~!

Yoyo!! 12.1megapixel! *muckssssss*

Althought something bad happened to me but nvrmind.
THANKS mummy! You really did it!!
sorry to the KPC, cz i break ur hope~
I know u hope to see me live without hp
But very very sorry that my mummy want me live happily which ever I WANT.
Thats why she bought my dream phone 4 me..

GulengHood

2009-11-16T18:36:00.000-08:00

Guleng~ Gulengg~
Finally I meet Guleng Hood!!
Today me, BriBri, Hui did not went to school~
consider pontengg? nono..
bcz we ardy GRADUATED! ^.<
Depart from Hui's house go to meet Guleng Hood.

This is what THE MONK give us~ It might bring us LUCK =)

start our revision after GulengHood.

Hui slep jorr? tired guaaa?

My turn to Zzz...

Hungry d~ Tomyam + Mee Goreng from the malay stall.

GOOD! GOOD!! GOOD!!!

Playing with the lime. She looks Happy!

Buddy

2009-11-14T23:45:00.000-08:00

Do we really go 4 study? serious?

This is my dearest buddy, SUPER Cool scorpio Hui.

This is dearest buddy too, Brina Cheah Gemini.

Who is thiss?

Doing ACCOUNT. faint with it~

The weather is HOT! drink more waterr...

Enjoy MCD after finish up account question. XD

This Is MYDAY! MY SATURDAY =)

a wonderful day with both of my Buddy!

errmmm....hw could my tomorrow be?

Planning~

⌈割舍●放下⌉

2009-11-12T23:12:00.000-08:00

追求越多失去越多
取舍之间全凭个人选择

想过怎样的生活就去过
和别人比较的话只会让自己无法放开心胸生活

凡事有得必有失
如果要让自己的生活过得更自在
就必须割舍某些阻挡你前进的东西~
那个东西可能是你非常喜欢的可能是你很爱的
可能是一件物品? 可能是一个你爱的人?
想想看...那东西值得你为了它而委屈了自己吗?
愿意为了这个东西人不顾一切的受尽委屈吗?

该放下的时候就放下执着只会让自己难受
而且...你愿意付出代价吗?

凡事想了后果才去行动不然后悔莫及

缘

2009-11-11T22:17:00.000-08:00

缘起缘灭怪得了谁?
所有事情的发生都有源头
宁愿争吵也不愿想办法停止
这是理智的人处理事情的最佳方法吗?
如果你心里回答 '是'
那我无话可说~

Sony Idou

2009-11-09T01:48:00.000-08:00

oh my god
Sony Idou is AVAILABLE NOW!!
I'm so excited bcz I LOVE IT so much.!!
I've wait 4 it since i 1st saw it!!
It's Really attracked me~ mad.

You make me cant fall slep! I love you Idou!!
could you be mine one day? I Hope soo =D
But the price...I can't afford. >.<

It is 12.1 Megapixel and Full Touch Screen

Darling Idou, I going to dream u tonite!!

Pls appear in my dream..SEE YOU! xp

Ah Maaaa

2009-11-07T12:38:00.000-08:00

Hello.
Good Afternoon Everyone.
Took this photo at ah ma house after breakfast.
LOOK!! >>

Yoyoyooo!! this is my dearest ah ma. Is she cute? Yes, SHE IS!

This is my ah ma 唯一的女孙. cacat? kesiann nia~

NΞED

2009-11-06T23:57:00.000-08:00

WHAT I really care?

WHO I really Need?

WHAT I really Want?

CONFUSE!

Hate This feeling!!

maxis?

2009-11-05T19:46:00.000-08:00

Can't tahan anymore!!

GERAM! GERAM!! GERAM!!!

DIGI stupid line is sooooooo LOUSY!

i can't receive my friend message at the time my fren sent me!

my friend sms me at 12.30 but 7.45 only receive!!

KEK SI WA!!!

maybe wil consider change to Maxis.

Maxis is better right?

Finding number that suit me..

hope can find it soon. =)

跑步

2009-11-04T23:29:00.000-08:00

妈妈突然想换地点所以没有去Botanical Garden 跑步
这个地方是....Bukit Dumbar吧?
不是很确定什么名...你们大概大概猜吧~
那里地方没有Botanical那么大那么空
但是有很多健身的用具..我都没有机会用到~

那里天气晴朗空气清新
站在那里可以看到 TESCO 的哦！
风景真的很不错耶~!!

看到这个大地图顺便拍了起来.. ^^

呜~ 呜~ 呜~ 1拍完就开始下雨了... 必须回家了!

My Graduation Day

2009-11-03T23:46:00.000-08:00

毕业的钟声终于响了~
时间真的过的很快....
以前常常想:''几时才回毕业??''

转眼间我已经修完我的中学课程了...

突然很不舍得...............................

今天的毕业典礼我们都还蛮enjoy耶...

还不错....还不错~

相信我~ 我们11年的友谊不会因为毕业而划上句点的...
You will always in my mind.

Friendship 4ever Yune.

只要有你我就有笑容 =) 朋友们要记得我的笑容噢！

谢师宴.. 在排队拿食物~
顾着拍照结果被很多人插队!!! 最少有8个!!!
arghhhh....!!! 但是没关系啦...开心就好~ 对吗?

12.30pm 葶来载我了才去载其他人
3个姐姐特地请假要和我庆祝毕业~
看来真的是我的大日子噢?
感动....感动.....sayang你们噢~　谢谢你们... ^^　

没有回家换衣就直接陪他们去p.mall了
去那边闲逛+ 吃午餐...　
偷偷拍了照片但是没有买下它...
''原来我也爱唱歌''~ 可爱吗? 嘻嘻嘻....

今天真的让我很开心也有点不舍...

Nee, Happy Graduation!

The stupid Alarm!

2009-11-02T17:23:00.000-08:00

I was late to school this morning!!!
mummy comes in to my room and said

Mum: ''Baby...today skip school arh?''
Nee : ''ar? wht is the time now?''
Mum: ''7.10 lur...''

MY ALARM did not wake me up!!!
wa...!! giam giam die ki arh~
my heart Jump FAST!! bcome 20/sec xp
i very very very panic and scare!!!
ytd night Kwan Kwan have told me got assembly today!!!
si liao larhhh...feel like wana cry...

finished my bath calll papa wake up d~
ignore about my breakfast...>.<
my stomach was singing while assembly ..... hahahaa..
after the assembly i bought a mini apolo cake 顶肚子
aiyorr....NO NEXT TIME!!

Happy Sunday

2009-11-01T23:57:00.000-08:00

Meet Nic Nic today.
He's so GOOD~!!!
He voluntar to be my maths teacher.
While waiting he come to fetch me i took this photo.

=) He was doin his BIOLOGY at the same time.
WOW~ this is the 1st time he look so SERIOUS!!
paiseh 4get to take photo >.< ''
next time! next time!!~

He looks TIRED but he deny it.
abit guilty if he tired but stil do revision with me.
Really Thanks alot ya NIC.

after spm i go gai gai with u k?
promiseeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! :)

COUNTDOWN

2009-11-01T01:17:00.000-07:00

Yuhoo...
another month has gone
READY 4 SPM le ma?

SPM COUNTDOWN!
Yo! Yo!! Yo!!! 18 DAYS TO GO~
NERVOUS?
WORRY?
NO FEELING -.-''

phew~ I'm tired today!
But stil need to go 4 revision tomorrow~
N, u're so GOOD!!
REALLY appreciate it...!! =)
see you tomorrow yarh~

GoodNight Everyone
SWEET SWEET DREAM~
mucks...mucks....

10月的最后一天

2009-10-31T01:05:00.000-07:00

我的weekend应该是和朋友一起过吧?
明天拜托........不要下雨!!!
明天我有重要的事情要做!!!
下午不准下雨!!!! 要下晚上才下....
hmmm...明天应该是meet 阿wee吧?
后天?? 没错的话应该是我'女朋友'陪我咯..
他说的啦...不懂他能吗?
毕竟他是大忙人嘛... 我必须体谅他... 哈哈~
明天等他约会回来再打算啦...

大家好好珍惜明天噢~
那么快明天就是10月的最后一天了....
顿时觉得时间过得好快好快噢...
(其实应该是'今天' 了因为已经多12点了) =D

Happy Weekend ^^
祝你们有个美好的周末噢..

幼稚

2009-10-30T15:54:00.000-07:00

今天花心鬼和阿卉都没去学校
所以只剩下JoJo, BriBri, Yune, Me, Meicy

我们真的真的好无聊噢！！

让我来介绍我们和另一半　''爱的结晶''

全都是开玩笑的不是真的因为我们都单身~

这个是卉卉& 阿杰的baby

姓名：长芸杰　

性别：女

特征：可爱的脸孔，常常感冒，苗条身材和惊人的高度！她爸妈的高度加起来就是她的高度！

这是霓& Fok Fok的baby

姓名：SamanFok

性别：男（超帅）

特征：大大的眼睛，超长的睫毛，薄薄的嘴唇，身高超矮，不喜欢剃胡须，尾指喜欢涂红色指甲油，拿LV/GUCCI包包

这是BriBri & 郑家杰的
姓名：敏杰　(一点都不敏捷)

性别：女

特征：脸好像风扇那么大，牙齿不平，大大地胸部，小小的嘴唇，喜欢擦Vaseline在嘴唇擦到油油好像没有抹嘴这样

这是Yune & 文强的baby
姓名：没鸟强　

性别：男

特征：光头，矮矮，超肥，样子很呆

这是Meicy & 咖啡胜的baby

姓名：咖啡丝　(kopi see)

性别：女

特征：波浪的发质，喜欢伸舌头做性感的样子，皮肤很好

这是JoJo & 家胜的baby　［是真的情侣］

姓名：左爱胜

性别：女

特征：很爱美，满脸痘痘，戴眼镜，手脚很短，超爱迷你裙然后脚开大大，喜欢去CC上网，很爱吃零食！去那里都带着很多零食

原来我们还有童真！！xp

这样又过一天了....hahahahaa... 和你们在一起时间过得真快噢！

你们呢?? 故事暂时告一段落咯~~~

自恋

2009-10-29T21:33:00.000-07:00

今天学校第１次毕业典礼彩排
星期1是第2次也是最后一次
星期2（3.11.2009）就是正式的毕业典礼了
由于学校从建所以我们今年的毕业典礼只好在小学礼堂进行
现在觉得小学礼堂还蛮小的以前都不觉得
因为我长大了嘛!!! 哈哈哈...
今天带了手机去学校还以为可以拍到'劲'的镜头
那里知道什么都没得拍~
abit di-sa-ppoin-ted

没关系啦..
看星期1有没有得在拍咯~
不然就等到毕业典礼当天拍!!
我就不信拍不到!!
我没那么容易放弃的!! 嘻嘻...

今天什么都没有拍到好像有点不服气
结果回到家...自恋病又发作了~ 哈哈哈哈...

超爱搞怪!! ^^

今天好像拍了蛮多~

有些已经upload 在facebook了

可以去看看噢　samanthalorhannee@hotmail.com

拍到累了就去睡个午觉...

结果发恶梦！讨厌nia~!!! >.<

还好已经不记得那个梦了..　很可怕的！

心中的位置

2009-10-26T18:36:00.000-07:00

''你在我心里占了这个位置才能对你透露所有心事''
目前...我这个铃声还保留着~
我....还在寻找适合这铃声的人...
直到现在都还没有找到...
不急不急~
我还有很多很多时间...

其实我很执着也很怀旧
没有人看得出来吧?
起初我自己也不相信的...
但后来我发现我一直在寻找的人其实就是像
我第一个喜欢的那个类型一样
到现在我还是这样...没有你我宁愿过单身的生活~

我心中的第一就是永远的第一
没有人可以代替你在我心里的位置
即使他长得和你很相似也好
他就是他你就是你
因为从他身上....
我永远都找不到我和你共同拥有的回忆~

不希望把任何人当成你的代替品
所以...我只能试着忘记试着接受...
你的离开已经是事实
我也不打算从新再接受回你
我们之间只能用3个字来形容
''不可能''

我很想知道你的状况
但是我知道了又会怎样叻？
所以还是不要知道比较好咯~
我真的真的没有喜欢你了
不要想太多噢... 我也不想承认我认识你...
祝你接下来的人生会更美好噢!

NOWADAYS

2009-10-22T14:56:00.000-07:00

感觉....
最近我和Jeiz好像走得越来越近..
哎哟! ''近到差点要亲到了'' 白痴 -.-''

我们聊了很多也因此了解了彼此...

甚至我的私人秘密也毫无保留的和他分享~

我相信他啦~ 他不多嘴的..

而且他是我的人哪里会跟外人来伤害我叻?

你说对不对? ''对啦...''

SPM要来了....怕~
由于平时都不读书..摸书也没有 =(
所以会比较辛苦一点点..

I MUST BE SERIOUS!!
在过去的日子里我都没有为我的学业真正努力过~
我的确没有尽学生的责任...所以趁这次!! 一定要认真!
SPM 一生中只有一次而已... 过了就回不来了...
这段日子Jeiz会陪我一起度过...

hmmm...有他陪应该没那么辛苦吧~
而且而且....感觉应该会很幸福吧? 哈哈哈 =D
我们见面的机会和时间多了...Yuhoo~

Happy Revision Dear =)

懦弱

2009-10-17T16:25:00.000-07:00

''谁能够告诉我我是否付出太多感情?''
无可否认我对他是认真的!
我的感情换来的只有眼泪...
多么希望我们从来没有认识过...

讨厌懦弱的自己!!
事情已经过那么久了... 为什么突然又这样?
我以为我已经忘记他没有想他了
直到昨天下午...我看到了....

不懂为什么
一旦看到他, 关于他的东西, 一起去过的地方..
我快乐的心情就会降到冰点
那种感觉不好受!! 我想念他他会知道吗?
答案只有一个就是 ''他不可能知道!''

想找个人陪我聊聊天天想告诉他我的心事
但是我真的不懂谁愿意陪我?
想告诉别人我当时的心情
但我该从何说起?
万一我把那个人当出气筒怎么办?
那个听我说话的人岂不是很无辜?

反正我说了别人未必懂我
解释得再多也未必得到认同
说了出来还被他们骂回我没有用更惨!
我看....还是算了~ 自己收在心里自己懂就好

霓, 拜托啦~
不要那么容易被影响好不好?
不要死心软!!!
他不值得你为他在付出任何东西!!
收回你的感情...他不需要你的同情与关心!!!
到现在还是相信他没有骗你? 是时候醒了啦!
看看眼前还有很多很好的男生在等着你..

.....2度进入疗伤期
只求成功不许失败!
忘了他! 忘了他!!

时间是唯一的良药~

不要让我在看见你....我真的会很难受... 求求你 T.T

这段时间可能我会比较难过.....我需要人来陪但我应该找谁?

不舒服

2009-10-14T19:41:00.000-07:00

哟!! 哟!! 哟!!

我已经好几天都失眠了... 不懂是什么原因??

常常因为睡不着而发自己脾气...

这几天不是很舒服但是说不出那个感觉 >.<

离SPM还有一个月

千万千万不可以病倒! 一定要熬过去!!

SPM过了才生病也不迟...

choi.. choi... touchwood~ 那里有人诅咒自己的...

朋友们最近天气不是很好记得要多多喝水噢..

不然就会像我这样不舒服了...

Raining day

2009-10-06T20:03:00.000-07:00

The weather is so nice to sleep~

But i jus took a short nap cz i'm afraid that i cant sleep 2nite.

I hv nth to do after wake up.

still blur blur and cant even concentrate with anythng else.

hmmm...suddenly remember that my fren have borrowed me a DVD

ACCIDENT = 意外 by Louis 'Ku'

take out the DVD from the cover and watch it =]

omg! feel disappointed that i cant understand what the movie doing?

Just play it and myself was blogging~

while writing my blog i'm Enjoying Ricola that Xiang bought 4 me.

It is sugar free & aso free of charged.

Thanks yarh! It's so sweet =)

Lonely

2009-10-05T22:12:00.000-07:00

2009年10月5日

我又回到了有如 '独生女' 的生活

今天是哥哥开始实习的第一天

没有错的话应该是6个月咯...

呜.... 我好可怜啊!!!

我和哥哥见面聊天的时间又少了 >.<

哥哥...我会乖乖等你training完了回来陪我的！

Korkor...i'll feel lonely without you...!!

I Love You =)

哥哥加油！！！

在我眼里你永远是最棒的！

成长

2009-10-03T16:40:00.000-07:00

常常发生某些事情在我身上时朋友总是说
'没想到你是那么无情的人! 你怎么可以这样?'
连我哥哥也这么说我..有多少人懂我?
我不想解释因为我觉得没有必要让那么多人懂我
因为我认为在这世上我重视的那个人懂我就已经很足够了
而那个人就是我最爱的妈妈~
不管大事小事我都会告诉她.. 不能大便也要通知她跟她撒娇 XD
但是我很确定我不是一个无情的人！

我是人类理所当然的我就会有知觉...
但是我认为我不会浪费我的时间和精力去讨厌人
当然更不会去恨那些在我生命中扮演'卡拉非' 的人
因为我知道恨一个人只会让我自己活得不开心

恨一个人比爱一个人更痛苦
你爱一个人至少他快乐你也跟着快乐
但如果你恨一个人你看到他快乐你会因为他的快乐而感到愤怒!
那你有没有想过这样你只会把自己弄得更累更不开心呢?

现在回想以前的想法真的好幼稚好无知
笨蛋的我也曾经因为朋友的背叛而哭到像傻人这样
要怪就怪自己放太多感情了..失败....

以前我总会认为人家背叛我利用我就是他们不对
但是我并没有想过这就是社会..
在我还没真正踏出社会我已经遇到这种朋友了
那以后的社会人士不就更可怕了吗?

谢谢曾经伤害我的人
不管是欺骗我的感情还是友情的人我要很谢谢你们
因为你们也曾经带给我无数的快乐与笑声
但是如果不是你们让我看到了你们的无情对待
可能到现在我还是一个很无知而且很白痴的笨蛋
如果没有你们的出现也不会有现在那么坚强的我!

谢谢你们因为你们让我成长了 =)

哭

2009-10-02T22:54:00.000-07:00

呜~ 呜~ 呜~
已经有一段日子没有哭了咯..

但是今天.....我哭了!
昨天回外婆家所以来不及看10点的连续剧
是一部很久很旧的武侠小说了

'倚天屠龙记' 有听过吗?

今天牺牲了我午睡的时间自己一个人躲在房间里看从播
(有时很怀疑自己有没有自毙症因为常常喜欢自己一个人的感觉)
而哥哥就自己一个人在客厅看
今天的剧情都很感人噢....我一边看就一边哭
哭到好像傻婆这样.. 哈哈~
还好没有被哥哥看到不然肯定被他笑的

Wow~ I Feel GOOD.
哭了之后觉得好舒服噢！！
我是不是有点变态叻？嘻嘻嘻...

摸不透

2009-10-01T20:28:00.000-07:00

''男生是花心的''
赞成吗?
很多男生都是三心两意的
难听一点就是花心大萝卜
他们可以同时喜欢上几个人
而且还敢敢对你说
'我喜欢的是你, 我要追求你'
那你有没有想过他跟几个人说同一句话?
对我而言男生说的话
信不得！

我不是对男生有偏见
而是我看到太多说谎的男生了
一心不能二用难道男生们都不懂吗？

不要轻易对女生许下诺言
因为如果你做不到的话将会变成谎言
而这些谎言将会把那个女生伤得很深

我总会把某个男生对我说的话
想了又想
过滤了在过滤
因为我并不知道这个男生是否和其他男生一样
可能他与众不同呢??
如果我没有给他机会就判断他和其他男生一样是骗子
对那男生是否有点不公平呢??

但是
往往你给他机会听他说的时候会感到失望
因为他和其他男生并没有什么不同
男生都是一样的吗？
难道就没有一个是不说谎的吗？

可能我对男生说的话比较敏感吧～
对男生我少许都会抱着怀疑的心态
不懂他几时讲真话??　
几时讲谎话??

男生真的那么难懂吗?
谁能告诉我?

Happy Wednesday

2009-09-30T14:31:00.000-07:00

Phew~

Trial Exam 总算过去了...

这段日子真的真的真的很难熬噢...

这几个晚上都失眠

应该是跟考试有关吧~

但是我都不读书的人怎么也会紧张呢?

奇怪叻... 哈哈哈...XD

c2pid face!! wahahahahaaa....

你看!

刚刚吃了我的午餐还穿着制服就冲着来写部落格了耶！

这证明了我是多么的兴奋！！哈哈哈...

顿时真的觉得轻松很多耶...

但是...spm要来了 >.<

不管那么多先休息relax relax了才打算

今晚应该很好睡了 ^^

P/S: Happy Wednesday MY GIRLFRIEND =)

爱

2009-09-29T16:00:00.000-07:00

人与人之间会产生一种感觉那就是爱

哪我呢?? 我是否也会对人产生这样的感觉?

应该会有感觉的因为我不是木

只是时间未到吧~ XD

曾经有一个朋友说我在逃避我的感情问题..

我不是在逃避而是觉得我还没准备好

或许可以说我还没有遇到一个让我有心跳加速的人

Love wait for one thing, THE RIGHT MOMENT.

我认为这句话很有意思

当爱在不对的时间出现时是种遗憾

爱需要2个人的结合

你爱他他不爱你这是很可悲而且很辛苦

你爱他他也爱你那是完美的结合

如果一个人不爱你

你为他付出的在多也是多余的

当一个人爱你

即时你没有为他付出什么他也愿意无怨无悔的呆在你身边

爱你的时候有千千万万个理由

不爱你的时候不需要任何理由

当你爱的人已经不在爱你了

请你放开你的手让他走

有裂痕的感情在挽回也没什么意思了

因为那是同情你可怜你才会接受回你

当你爱的人也爱你

请你握紧他的双手好让他陪你一起走

很多人说 ‘不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有’

你相信吗?? 这样的爱情你想要吗??

如果是我的话我选择不爱

因为我无法承受我爱的人离开我

我爱他我希望我可以和他长久

我要他只属于我!

我不是恋爱专家..我只是saja写出我对爱情的观念~

我还是很执着的说那一句

everything abt relationship talk to me after SPM =]

Movie

2009-09-22T13:39:00.000-07:00

前天买了4 张戏票要和家人一起去看电影

昨天晚上和家人去看了新加坡笑剧

《吓到笑》

电影9.35 开始了所以我们的晚餐有点赶

这部戏到了11.30 左右就完了

在我还没去看之前很多朋友都告诉我很好看必须看!

弄到我很期待而且还想说要笑大大声

那里知道....有点失望噢! >.<

我各人觉得不好看而且很没有意思

hmmm....不止我说不好看连 ''笨蛋'' 也是说不好看..

啊哈~ 我们果然是同类哟!!

怪不得我们那么 ngam key =)

新的开始

2009-09-22T12:36:00.000-07:00

我又回来了！

好久都没有写部落格了 xD

最近朋友介绍了1首不错的歌给我听

hmmm... 听了蛮有感觉而且每次听的时候会想起我的那个朋友

我把歌词写在这里和大家分享哦！

希望你们也会喜欢 =)

歌名：爱的好辛苦

歌手：黑龙

我曾经以为爱上你不会错

你如今变得让我没有把握

曾经的承诺对与错

回过头又算是什么

这失去的爱如何能复活

你过的生活似乎很快乐

我虽然难过爱让我懦弱

付出的太多无法解脱这心痛你能明白吗

我应该如何才不会是这结果

我爱你爱得好辛苦

爱的好孤独

爱的没有退路我好无助

我不去痛苦

忍不住的哭

这是你给我的礼物

我爱你爱的好辛苦

爱的好糊涂爱的不能醒目你好残酷

我看着来路你并不在乎

也许吧我无所谓一个人去漫步